My child has died. How do I cope?

5 I have no feelings. It just does not seem real. I feel like I am acting in a film. I’m awake a lot of the night. I can’t stop thinking about what happened. I can’t believe he has really died! I feel like it’s my fault she died. I’m just so tired. I have no energy at all. I can’t cry I feel numb.

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